Last night I meet up with my ex H2B for the first time since we went our separate ways at the beginning of June, I thought I was fine, I thought I had dealt with it and was moving on... that's why I thought I was ready to see him.
That was a mistake, it was lovely being with him and we got on little we always do, it felt comfortable and I didn't feel like I still wanted to be with him.. but I did still feel something and today I feel horrid so angry and confused. More about who I am, what am I doing with my life? What do I want from life? If I didn't want to get married, have children and start a life in the country what do I want?
Please leave comments below if you have any advice...!
That was a mistake, it was lovely being with him and we got on little we always do, it felt comfortable and I didn't feel like I still wanted to be with him.. but I did still feel something and today I feel horrid so angry and confused. More about who I am, what am I doing with my life? What do I want from life? If I didn't want to get married, have children and start a life in the country what do I want?
Please leave comments below if you have any advice...!